Dead to Sin, Alive in Christ.
- Dakota had become a werewolf in the wilderness
- found the Spirit in the Cave
- now stood on the other side of a Portal.
This new world seemed like the wilderness at times, but ABOVE it at others.
DAKOTA
First of all, I proclaim that the only part of the wilderness I might want is helping bring others out of it. As you did for me.
But the GLITCHING between paradise and confusion indicates a need for more deliverance. I’m not good enough to go forth without knowing the truth about this Living Water.
Fact
Jesus was able to do his miracles exactly when he wanted to. Quickly and without mistake. It really doesn’t take too long when no other factors are in the way–factors such as stubborn or blind people like me.
Therefore
If he brought me here to find the living water, then it is not hidden. I only need to understand the truth.
DAKOTA
So are you just waiting on me?
What truth do you want me to see, Spirit?
Dakota rested her forehead on her hands, and tried to discern if her visions of water were from the Spirit, or if they were just more noise. Seeing the ease of His miracles, if those visions were of the Truth/of the Spirit, wouldn’t she be in the pool right now?
Not necessarily…the barrier might be that I don’t know the living water yet. How can I be baptised without understanding that?
She prayed to let go of any wilfulness that would blind her from the truth or make her too afraid to seek it, for fear of loss or ego damage.
If ego is an obstacle here, then take it away.
She’d had visions of ego death long ago, maybe that had been a clue given out of context. Waiting to be used…now. Surrendering had gotten her this far, maybe a deeper level of surrender was needed now that she was through the portal but not out of the cave.
[it had worked for me in the airport. I still can’t believe how comfortable I was.]
a call out to wilfulness
If there is a enemy in the cave, a dragon who breaths the disorientating fog whenever it wants…then doesn’t it make sense to put aside silliness if it’s holding you back from listening to instruction? You can die holding onto an illusion, or you can live. The choice is yours. Who do you want to listen to –Noise or Truth?
DAKOTA
“Speak, for your servant is listening.”
She said this because even if it kills lesser dreams, it is better to chose Truth and receive its grace.
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